Setting the goal for the summer.

I realized that I really want to be an actor. The art of imitation, portraying someone or something exaggerated from the real world is fascinating. As I have planned to embark on this path, I have realized that it's hard work and I'm ready to go every step of the way. So I say this over cyber space; over the course of this summer I am going to find an agent and do all that I can to get my big break. Auditions; casting calls; Do all I can. Next week, I am getting new head-shots. The path is all in the timing, let's get there.

-Chris Smith MF Smith

New song im working on

So these are the lyrics i have so far....

Completely different from the last time, but this was the first time I gazed into this certain set of eyes. Inside I saw the world in a storm but it was her who kept peace in a world full of lies. War had no meaning but she brought meaning to this love we’d share. Transposed and tuned rewrote and produced she made the most beautiful ballad. No voice could voice why she was my choice because it was her meaning of existence that brought me . This place disgraced the beauty that was her face and its sight would bring a tear. How could something so beautiful be here on earth where love sometimes cannot prevail? It was all that she was that gave me this cause she came without flaws to me. In the middle of dark she stole my heart but gave me the eyes to see.

Then, like a heart with no beat; like a way with no ground. She was gone from my sight. That great divide broke me, I cried, I have never felt this way before til then . When you lose it hurts when it was worth the worth of the every most precious gem. I looked to see was it me. Why had she just leave and was gone. Did the love go a stray, on a toll I had to pay to a bridge of no return. Let it burn. It burned, and singed my aching heart away. We part, without cause, has gravity lost its laws. I am still in love today. If my hurt wasn’t hurt and I had not been desert – ed maybe there could have been a way.

Success is Drive

Is my inability to settle and become content the fuel of my drive. In this life I want it and I not afraid to work for it.

The other day I had a very interesting conversation with someone, where I realize some things about myself. I am afraid of failure and I can't settle and be content. Even if I become a multi-millionaire I will not be content I will always want more; better; the new and the innovative. Does this inability make me prone to failure. Does this inability make me work harder in life. Who knows. Just sit down with yourself. Figure yourself out. Define yourself; don't get defined. ALWAYS.

~Chris Smith

The City

I love the city! Me and Isabella went into Chinatown today had lunch and walked around. It was a really good dAY  and it really made me appriciate being home near a city and not in the "slums" of Chestertown where you cant find a walmart/target within 20 minutes. We had lunch at McCormick &Schmidt . BTW they had a salmon ceasar salad and it was so so so so good. But yeah I love the city.

People watch, walk tall, and don't take No for an answer....Chris Smith

The Week To Come

So I'm making the plans for this week. I plan to find a new agent so that I can actually start workin; like commercials and movies.  My work schedule is not to hectic so I really have to utilize my time wisely. Stay Clean. tell the truth even if its mean. Chris Smith

Change Scene!

Lately things have been a little weird....My close friends know the situation. But I just think it's time for me to move. I look forward to the cross-country move. My family rit now isn't in a good place and the way I've been feeling I think me out of the equation for a little while is the best move. I can get away from the stress and really focus on my carrer, my life , and just me.. At first this didnt bother me....even now it doesnt. its just what the equation yields that puts me in a bad place. I wanna be that independent young man. I wanna say i made it on my own. So I have made up my mind...At first I had a strong will power to do it but now i vow to . In the fall of 2010 Im moving to L.A and transferring schools. Live long, Laugh Hard, Be real

>>>>Chris Smith

The Crew™... Can't Live Without them

You Know, the last few weeks I have had the best time. and its because and a great group of people; we call ourselves The Crew™ .  The original Crew™ consisted of AJ, Angela, Anthony, Delonte and Myself. The Crew™ then picked up and dropped people. But you know I think it was al for the better. Now the crew after some adjustments includes Angela, AJ, Young William, Delonte, Ryan, and Myself. There is always about two people missing at outings but it's cool.  I love these guys to death... In life you have 3 things aside from the material things. Family, Friends, and Love. You can't have a healthy life with these tree components. And always remember Bros before Hoes. Because aside from what you think. Your girl may not always be there but your friends will always be there for you. To Whom this May Concern: We have come to the conclusion that we can't keep waiting for you and making excuses. We won't attempt to stay in contact with you . You got what you want. But remember when you treat people a certain way they won't be there for you when you need them.  That's my peace. Stay true to you and Live strong, Love long, and and have fun. - Chris Smith